Hi there ....
hehehe long time not to write anything on this litter blog
Ups sorry ... as usual after 2 years left, aaaaahhhh cukup basa basinya yaaa

now now now I just wanna share my latest facts about me

1. I am now an English teacher ... tepatnya guru SD I work in ***OA primary school ... yaaah sekolah yang cukup gede gt lah tp kesejahteraan saya yaaa gitu gitu aj c tp lumayan lah buat hidup.
2. Sekarang udah gak galau-galau lagi. I have got my only man in the world. hekhekhek. Nih fotonya waktu pagi-pagi buta bingung mau kemana. Finally, I got the idea to visit ex mbah maridjan house at the slope of Mount Merapi. 
3. This year (doain yaaa) I get married. Tapi masih nabung-nabung gtu lah bowwww.... makanya lagi genjar cari side job nih entah itu ngelesin or apa kek gtu yeee.
4. Finally, I've paid for our home sweet home 'DP' di mutiara curug 4 nih .... Hopefully, it's built soon yaah. Secara uangnya patungan gitu. I'll publish it soon deh. amin 

The Graduation Day

When most of the girls in this world (perhaps) are waiting for the graduation day, I am still thinking some consequences which I can face if I join this big day for  next two months from now.


Here are the reasons of why I decide to postpone my own graduation day as a result of  my degree  completion:
1. This is possibly the main reason beneath my scary feeling. I've ever had a very serious problem with my ex-friend whose NIM (Nomor Induk Mahasiswannya) exactly one number next to me. I heard from my friend who've already taken a graduation day that all graduates would be in a queue according to the chronological order of NIM. Oh God!!! What on earth! Since I ever had a big problem with the odd girl which was also correlated to my parents and hers too, I could not bear and feel stronger to be sat next to her. I will feel so pity to my parents as they've ever been mocked and nagged by her parents. I also perhaps cannot be as strong as others to sit beside her for so many hours. OK, I think the best choice is just giving up my dream to have a graduation on next April! Miyaannneee, bapak ibu  huuuuuuuuuuu


2. The second reason actually is not really necessary. Up to now, I am still jobless though I've already worked as a freelance private teacher. I've done three job recruitments, but none of them was successfully. For the first time, I was so depressed and disappointed with the result, but now I could feel much relieved and just rely anything on God. I believe that God will set anything the best in a proper way. Then, I still find and continually join the job recruitments. I hope I can be accepted in one of the reputable companies which are already noticed me until the last or middle phase of  recruitment, such as in Alfamart, Sampoerna, Sekolah Pilar, or next Pahoa School. It's actually the reason why I am still thinking twice or even more about graduation.


3. Firstly, I was not really interested in following the graduation ceremony. I haven't prepared anything until now (March) and the date of registration will be closed on March 14th 2012. For female graduate, graduation day is really important since most of them will attempt to look more beautiful in this big day
(though I am already beautiful ckakakakka). Honestly, I do not have much money to buy the cloth and sewing fee for my kebaya outfit, make up, high heels, or etc. I do not want to burden my parents, that's why I try to prepare anything by myself.


4. This reason probably is because my college best friends haven't finished their study yet. It will be sweet and unforgettable if we all together can sit and have a photo in the shame line with beautiful smile. OHHH, it will be much more than sweet. Nothing can represent its moment. Friends, I'll wait you and always try to encourage all of you to immediately finish your study >>suddenly, I wanna cry huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


5. Ok. I think it is the last reason behind the more important cases. The current fact is I am single. There will be no photo with my boyfriend in this graduation day. I just can take a picture only with my friends and family. It will be so nice if I can be next to someone whom I love.




Ok. That's all I think what make me feel so blue. Bluuuueeeeee huuuuuuuuuu
eeeehhh semangat semangat
There's still another graduation day in this year for next October heehhheeh

as clear as WENING: Something missing.....

as clear as WENING: Something missing.....: It is my first writing in 2012. I just can write again after being so lazy of opening and checking this blog. Yaaa I exactly know that there...

Something missing.....

It is my first writing in 2012. I just can write again after being so lazy of opening and checking this blog. Yaaa I exactly know that there is no special with my blog and even my writing (perhaps). Yet, I just wanna to refresh and reload my ability in writing 'something'. HEhhheehe it's been so long for me (after graduating and passing the defense) not to write anything in English. In fact, I am a student majoring in English department.


What embarrassing I am!


OK.. that's only a very useless courtesy (In fact).
Let's go to the point....


Now, it's 11.34 p.m. I can't sleep. I am also just at home though it's SATURDAY NIGHT!!
HAhahhaha That's not matter actually coz I just make it too controversial and excessive to make WOW and a bit pathetic for me.... huhuuuu.. Yet, Don't worry I am not sad or even mad with that. That's pretty much funner and better rather than only spending the very usual and boring Saturday night with someone whom you think is not special anymore>> due to the boredom.




What I really feel now is I'm missing something.
What's that? please, could u tell and guide me (God) to find the missing thing from me?
 Oh waiiit, girl!!! God will really brings something back for you if God has decided "The Proper Time" to lead u find it out.




waiting >>snoring
waiting>> being sleepy
waiting>> bored
waiting>> nginng ngingg mosquitoes are buzzing!!
waiting>> getting mad




 The best answer is ...............patient..........
OKE deeeh. . I will be much more patient rather than the real patients.

Looking up my future

Only remaining one step forward

I could be someone new

different

full of responsibility

busy

exhausted

successful hopefully

then 

3 years later

wanna be married and marry 

have nice and cute sons or daughters

live with the only one whom I  love 

forever

until God separates us 

so sweet

bitter will be tasteless

if I  find u  

who are u?

I don't know?

is it possible for a very common girl like me 

to have a higher dream like that?NOOO......

forget it

that's not important

We are the Javanese and Indonesian Native People

5 or 4 days ago, I was a little angry of one of my friend. She is actually not a full Javanese or even Indonesian.
She is a girl with a full blood of a nationality which has spread tremendously throughout the world.Yeahh, everyone sees laaah . . . .
How arrogant she is!


Didn't she think that she was smart??
You are even a creature who has occupied my nation!
You're not a real Indonesian. .


Hey Girl!!! ME????
Yeahhh. . show your strength!
n fight against those who have taken over your nationh!
Okeoke. . But how do I need? n do?




uhmmmmmmm think for much awhile....
confused.....

my latest midnight

now, I was only sitting in front of my laptop
after watching 4 episodes of Korean drama series
it is a recommended one, "Protect the Boss"
the starring casts are so gorgeous and awesome
it is pretty funny too...


It is really great of killing my tiresome after giving tuitions for my students
though I am quite tired now, I still survive


yet, it still remains a question
a big question in my mind
which needs an urgent and silly decision


whether take a turn and greet
or just being silent, and then ignore
n only have an usual sleep later. . . .


uhmm..
ihmm..




sileeent
zzzzzzz




still to be continued




held my head up, look in front
don't look at back!!!!!!